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its been 3 months and 12 days since you left us. how have you been? i hope you're alright out there. i really miss you. if i could turn back time, i would. but then i wouldn't want to see you in pain. i never wanted to. the house seems so much quieter without you around. i miss your voice. i miss hearing you calling out for my name. there's no one i can call mom other than you. i miss calling you. i miss you so much. i envied my friends. after getting back our results, my tarian friends were talking about how their mom would react if their mom hear about their results. i just kept quiet. trying to hold back my tears. recalling those memories. you used to sit near the door every time i just come back from school after getting my results. but on that day when i came back home, you weren't there. for the first time, i wanted to tell you my results so badly. i wanted to see your reaction. i wanted to see your smile. most importantly, i wanted to see you. i want to see you so badly, i wanna talk to you again. no one knows how much i miss you.
mak......
mak......
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